More than I bargained for...

I expect more from myself than anyone else does. I am doing the best I can and that should be enough. Why don't I feel like it is enough? Why do I feel the way I do? Why is Satan trying to win me over so hard? There must be something about me, something I am meant to do, something that could change people. It doesn't have to be a big thing but something than will bring more people to God and Satan just doesn't want to have any of that. He is trying all the time. He wants to beat me down and to see me cry. He wants me to believe that no one cares about me. He wants me to believe I am worthless. The only thing is I know I am not worthless. I know I am cared about. At times, I may cry, but I know at the end of the day who has me. I am not letting go or backing down without a fight. I will fight and with His help I will win!