Same Ball Game (Rap)

Man, it's the same thing
Same game same gang
Still no wedding ring
But it's okay to be single
It's okay to be individual
Nation indivisible
Still the same principles
But this life is pitiful
Lost count of all the funerals
I was 18, man
Diagnosed with schizophrenia
I felt like I lost all hope
How do you cope
With something like this?
I don't look back
On that day with bliss
It's like the devil came
And gave me a kiss
He was busy
Trying to take away my life
When I was 19, man
That dark cloud wasn't out of sight
In depression I slide
I thought suicide
Because the girl didn't love me
And I wanted to die
Tears in my eye
I almost threw it away
But thank God the Lord blessed me
Not to go that way
Still wasn't saved
Lustful heart depraved
And a few more years
I let slip away
Fast forward today
Thank God I am saved
By Jesus Name
Black cloud is away
For most of my days
Med compliant
On God I'm reliant
Because the God of Zion
Is a roaring lion
And man, I ain't lying
This the same ball game
No money or fame
But I'm busy doing me
As I'm repping Jesus Name