UGH!!!!!!!

I'm irritated today, guys. I'm not going to go into details as to why, but it all boils down to this. No one wants to take responsibility for anything these days. Look how selfish we have become as a society where doing good is shunned and doing bad is rewarded.

I don't understand people have jobs that are supposed to help, but when you ask for them to help you, as in DOING THEIR JOB, they say "Sorry, I can't help you!" That really bugs the crap out of me.

They also like to make up all these excuses as to why not. It's been a bad day and my pen name definitely fits today. I am disgruntled beyond imagination. We were trying to do the right thing today and we were shunned left and right.

It doesn't matter that a life was at stake. They just couldn't do anything, or some bull crap lie like that. I just wish people would take responsibility. People are so hypocritical it's not funny. It has just been a really bizarre and bad day and I just feel like writing so I can escape the thoughts, to rant, to grieve.

I don't understand. My heart is hurting right now. I wish people would just start doing the right thing when it comes to THEIR RESPONSIBILITIES. You say your organization is one founded on love, but you pushed us all away because of reasons.

We didn't ask for this either. It was just pushed on us and we were the ones TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT FRIGGING THING and you wouldn't let us. Take responsibility, America!

I'm usually in a good mood, but not today. Seems like a lot of bad news this week and it's getting tiring. I promise I'll try to stay positive because I owe that to the people I interact with, but I will also air my grievances. And this one is just too evil for me to even fathom.

We're Christians and we try to be good stewards of the faith and to praise Jesus and do what HE wants us to do, but it really sucks when other people don't do their part. I'm sure my sister is going to have a similar blog post today, but I just feel like getting the ball rolling. Maybe she'll give you guys more information on the situation or just keep it as ambiguous as me. It is pretty personal after all, and taken the wrong way, it appears we're the bad guys, but we truly did our best in this situation.

God bless you guys and I'll see you soon. Hopefully, I'll be in a better mood!